希望 （八）。。。 | Hope (8)...

 

二零一六年的尾声，她真的很希望。。。

on the last day of 2016, with mix feeling, she really hopes...

希望 （七）。。。 | Hope (7)...

淡淡的烛光，诚心许个愿。她希望。。。

in a dim candle light, she sincerely make a wish. she hopes...

希望 （六）。。。 | Hope (6)...

她承认这一路来的想法是错的！她希望。。。

she admits she's was wrong! she hopes...

希望 （五）。。。 | Hope (5)...

心事重重，她希望。。。

fill with heavy mind, she hopes...

希望 （四）。。。 | Hope (4)...

 

模糊的画面，忐忑不安的心情，她希望。。。

unclear view, uneasy feeling, she hopes...

希望 （三）。。。 | Hope (3)...

 含泪眼眶，她希望。。。

with a tearful eyes, she hopes...

希望 （二）。。。 | Hope (2)...

希望慢慢成形了？希望悄悄的散了？她很希望。。。

hope is slowly forming? hope is quietly vanishing? she's hoping...

希望 （一）。。。 | Hope (1)...

简单的一个词却装满复杂的心情，她希望。。。 

a simple word but a complicated feeling, she hopes...

期待 | hoping

每一个夜晚她都对着手机，她等一个人，等着等着，缓缓入睡。。。
each evening she stares at d handset, patiently waiting til falling asleep...

沉默 | silent

真正的伤心 | the real upset
不是哭 | is not crying
也不是闹 | nor making fuss
而是沉默不语 | but stay in silent

改变 | change

无话不说到无话可说，近而远之
from very talkative to speechless, so near yet so far
 

距离 | distance

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

一些人，越看越陌生

some people, so near yet so far

 

一些事，越想越心痛

some happening, so common yet so sad

后退 | back off

担心被拒绝被伤害
afraid of rejection and hurt

担心付出没有同等回报
afraid of giving without appreciation

担心无法走到最后
afraid of impossible happy ending

为什么 | why

内心的恐惧

a fear from within 

想着想着 | thinking and thinking

无数次

a number of time

想和你聊天

like to chat with u

想惹你逗你

like to disturb u

想跟你说说话

like to whisper to u

想啊想啊

thinking and thinking

一天就过去了

a day passed

再想啊想的

thinking and thinking again

一周又过去了

a week passed

忙啊忙的

busy and busy sometimes

一個月又过去了

a month has also passed

就这样

time waiting for nobody

对你的感觉

d feeling towards u

就慢慢的淡了

fading soon

感受 | feeling

有些走过很淡，很轻，却很痛。。。
some happenings are very light but deeply sorrow...

痛 | hurt

伤心失望，除了坚持和伪装，又能怎样？
sadness and disappointment, besides hold on and pretending, what else can she does?

隐藏 | unseen

一个女生的大方 | a wide hearted lady
背后隐藏的故事很心酸 | has a hidden sadness

默默 | whispering

我想对你说。。。我喜欢你。。。

I like to tell you... I like u...

命运 | fate

每个人都有一个心事
everyone has a dream

她也不例外
so does she

她从不向任何人透露或暗示
she neither tell nor hint anyone about it

她用心看
she sees with her heart

她用心听
she listens with her heart

她用心感受
she feels with her heart

她害怕历史重演
she fears history repeat

在那三英里土地。。。 她承认。。。 她 “问”
far across 350 miles...  she admits d feeling... she "asks"

那个图
d diagram

那些劝告
d advice

她情不自禁
she upsets

她没有任何举动
she doesn't do anything

她没有伤害任何人
she doesn't hurt anyone

她任然把心事藏在心里边
she keeps her dream to herself

湿湿的眼眶
with d tearful eyes

疼痛的心
with d painful feeling

她悄悄的
she quietly

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离
walk

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开...
away...

掩饰 | pretend

有时候只需要笑一笑

sometimes just have to smile

 假装一切都美好

pretend everything is ok

 强忍眼泪

hold back d tears

 避开

just walk away

愿 | wish

她想有一个人。。。有一天。。。
she hopes there is someone... someday...

名称 | title

干女儿。。。宠物猫头鹰。。。
God-Daughter... Pet Owl...

没有承诺的名词
a term without commitment

没有意义的字眼
meaningless words

只有一派胡言
just for fun

只是应酬
just entertaining

毁 | broken

 毁了信任，对不起就再也没有意义

when trust is broken, sorry is meaningless

她哭了 | she cries

 

 她多么希望你知道她的感受，可是你只会说 “她似乎心情不好”！

don't say "lately she look sad", how she wishes you know her feeling!

你在哪里 | where are u

夜深人静，独处，想你。。。想到流泪。。。
cold and silent night, sobbing... thinking... of u...

诚心。。。？ | sincere...?

sincere is wrong
sincere is meant to be taken advantage of by d closest
:
:
sincere cause hurt
sincere cause pain
sincere cause her being a laughing stock
sincere cause her being a fool
sincere cause her being left behind
sincere cause her being cast away 
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:
:
sincere is wrong
she is wrong
she is very wrong
she is terribly wrong

假像 | false image

她不潇洒
she is not a happy go lucky person

只是擅长掩饰
but good in hiding sadness