on d new year of 2017
d silent
d cold shoulder
d "request"
d "no"
d uncomfortable gesture
d hint
d avoiding
he is so near yet so far...
he is going further n further... from her sight
she is phasing out
she has been replaced
on d new year of 2017
d beginning of changes
d start of losing
d sense of falling apart
d push to return to d past
history repeats
Love brings happiness, happiness causes jealousy, jealousy causes hatred, hatred creates harm, harm causes hurt, hurt causes sadness, sadness bring tears...
Love hurts... very hurts!!!
she is tired | 她累了
physically tired | 身体累了
mentally tired | 心坎累了
spiritually tired | 精神累了
she is very tired n pain | 她又累又痛
she never stop thinking of him
she never stop respecting him as a daddy and cherish him like a father
but why he turns away
why he ruins d heart warm relationship
from "lol" (lots of love) to "k155" to "pet owl hoot hoot"
he rejects being called "papa"
why she must be hidden?
she brings shame?
all in a sudden
no more talk
no more laughter
no more sharing of experiences
no more lessons
no more shoulder to cry on
no more listening ears
no more looking forward
only left
broken promises
dream vanish
sad... sad... memories
或许一句 “分手”，你们永远都不会再见面
perhaps a simple word "break up", u may not see d person again
或许迈开第一步，你可以避免终身遗憾
perhaps initiate a move, u may avoid a lifetime regret
沉默是疏远的开始
d beginning of apart starts from silent
渐渐没了共同的语言
gradually losing d common language
感情也渐渐冷淡
"father & daughter" relationship gradually colds down
然而
however
对 "papa" 的心没有改变
d feeling for "papa" remain unchanged
心愿依然是心愿
looking forward to d wish
希望可以实现
hopefully it will come true
不是所有的真心都能换来等价的诚意
sincere doesn't return with truthfulness
诚意是被人拿来占便宜的
sincere is meant to be taking advantage of
失望就像一枚枚硬币，攒够就可以买上一张离开的车票
disappointment is like coin, upon accumulating, enough for a one-way ticket
从每天变成隔天
from daily to once in few days
从隔天变成隔一周
from once in few days to weekly
从各一周变成隔两周
from weekly to fortnightly
从隔两周变成一个月。。。 隔月
from fortnight to month... to months
从关心变成避开
from caring to staying away
从无话不说变成沉默
from talkative to speechless
从承诺变成应酬
from promise to just entertaining
从诚意渐渐的变成。。。 陌生
from sincere to... stranger to be
或许是巧合
maybe it is just co-incident
或许是敏感
maybe it is self-sensitive
或许都不是真的
maybe it is not true
或许是假像
maybe it is false image
尝试不去相信
trying not to believe
很努力的不去相信
trying very hard not to believe
可是。。。
but...
从期待变成失望
from looking forward to disappointment
从渴望变成放弃
from hoping to giving up
我。。。
I am...
很失望很心痛
very disappointed and heartbreaking
曾经，我想和你分享我的所有秘密
once upon a time, she wished to share all her secrets with him
但现在，你成了我心底的秘密
but now, he has become d secret in d bottom of her heart
