Monday, February 20, 2017

失望 | disappointment


每个人都有心愿
everyone has wish

每个人都渴望心愿实现的那一刻
everyone anxiously hoping d wish comes true

每个人都有盼望
everyone has hope

每个人都有盼望最温馨浪漫的一瞬间
everyone looking forward for d hope

然而
however

事实是残酷的
reality is cruel


Sunday, February 19, 2017

对不起 | sorry



不是每一句对不起,都可以换来一句没关系
d word "sorry" couldn't mend a broken trusted heart

Saturday, February 18, 2017

单程车票 | one way ticket



时间和心灵都是单程车票
time change, heart change, sometimes there is no return

Friday, February 17, 2017

信任 | trust



信任就是一把刀,你给了他,他能捅你也可以保护你。
trust is a blade, whom u trust may return with harm or protection.

Thursday, February 16, 2017

心情 | frame of mind



复杂是一种心情,争取是一是心态;
珍惜因为曾经伤过,遗忘纯粹于累积的失望!

Wednesday, February 15, 2017

错误 | mistake



等待是错误的。。。
waiting is a mistake...

 抱着期望的等待是个大错误。。。
waiting with hope is a BIG mistake... 

Tuesday, February 14, 2017

干爹干女儿 | godfather-goddaughter


 
看似简单却不简单。一个心愿,会实现吗。。。?
not as simple as one think it is. will d Wish come true...?

Saturday, February 11, 2017

假 | fake



说爱却没有行动 | love is nothing without action
说信任却没有论证 | trust is nothing without proof
说对不起还是没有改变 | sorry is nothing without change

Friday, February 10, 2017

尊严 | dignity



别去打扰那些以借口疏远你的人
do not disturb whom find excuses to avoid u
 
也许离开是做好的选择
may be leaving is d best choice


Thursday, February 9, 2017

害怕 | fear


















我總是害怕,有一天你會發現,我沒有你想像中那麼好。
I am afraid, one day u will realized I am not as good as your expectation.

Wednesday, February 8, 2017

熟悉的陌生人 | familiar stranger


it took years to know d person
from stranger
to friend
to close friend
to trust
to love
to care
to accept as godfather
most of all
d courage
to call d person “papa”

it took months to avoid d person
with acts
with lies
with hurts

it took a day to give d person d last moment of togetherness
a ride
a breakfast
a walk
a mountain trek
a dinner

it took a minute to shred d person away
with a sharp "request" stab straight into d heart

a universal word “sorry”
a continuous lie “u r always in my heart”

d dream
d wish
d hope
d trust
d love
d friend
d "pet owl"
d goddaughter

are JUST NOT REAL..... FAKE........ PLAIN FAKE













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it is hurting, very very hurt...

Tuesday, February 7, 2017

泪 | tears













雨水落下來,是因为天空无法承受它的重量。
rain drops as d cloud couldn't hold d weight.

眼泪掉下來,是因为心再也无法承受那样的伤痛。
tear drops as d feeling can no longer hold on to d pain.

Monday, February 6, 2017

失望 (六) | disappointment (6)



感情想牙齿,掉了就没了,再装也是假的。
feeling as if tooth, once lost is forever.

Sunday, February 5, 2017

失望 (五) | disappointment (5)



有时候躲避是不让自己那么失望
sometimes avoiding is to lessen disappointment

Saturday, February 4, 2017

失望 (四) | disappointment (4)



我离开,不是我不在乎,是我失望。。。
 over disappointment causes her to leave... 

Friday, February 3, 2017

失望 (三) | disappointment (3)


谢谢你的不珍惜,让我学会了放弃。。。
thank you for your cold shoulder , it teaches me a lesson...


Thursday, February 2, 2017

失望 (二) | disappointment (2)



如果不再明白为何信任的人伪装,那就选择离开吧。。。
if u no longer understand why d person u trust acts & lies, just leave...

Wednesday, February 1, 2017

失望 (一) | disappointment (1)



哪里有人喜欢孤独,不过是受够了失望
over disappointment creates loneliness

Thursday, January 26, 2017

淘汰 | phasing out


on d new year of 2017
d silent
d cold shoulder
d "request"
d "no"
d uncomfortable gesture
d hint
d avoiding
he is so near yet so far...
he is going further n further... from her sight
she is phasing out
she has been replaced

on d new year of 2017
d beginning of changes
d start of losing 
d sense of falling apart
d push to return to d past
history repeats







Wednesday, January 25, 2017

爱即是痛 | love hurts


Love brings happiness, happiness causes jealousy, jealousy causes hatred, hatred creates harm, harm causes hurt, hurt causes sadness, sadness bring tears...

Love hurts... very hurts!!!


Tuesday, January 24, 2017

沉静 | silence



不再爱说话。。。 | no longer like to talk... 

Monday, January 23, 2017

但愿 | I wish



how i wish is me...

Sunday, January 22, 2017

tired | 累


she is tired | 她累了
physically tired |  身体累了
mentally tired |  心坎累了
spiritually tired |  精神累了
she is very tired n pain | 她又累又痛


Saturday, January 21, 2017

悲伤 | sad


she never stop thinking of him
she never stop respecting him as a daddy and cherish him like a father
but why he turns away
why he ruins d heart warm relationship
from "lol" (lots of love) to "k155" to "pet owl hoot hoot"
he rejects being called "papa"
why she must be hidden?
she brings shame?
all in a sudden
no more talk
no more laughter
no more sharing of experiences
no more lessons
no more shoulder to cry on
no more listening ears
no more looking forward
only left
broken promises
dream vanish
sad... sad... memories



Friday, January 20, 2017

低落 | depress



接受改变,再伤感也别乞求,只能离开。。。
accept d change, although is painful but don't beg, just leave...

Thursday, January 19, 2017

不要 | don't want



吃醋怀疑不是小气,而是害怕失去
jealousy and suspicious reflect d fear of loosing

Wednesday, January 18, 2017

有心事的人 | with d hidden feeling














怒火里隐藏着事实真相
behind anger hidden d truth

沉默的背后有原因
behind silent there is a reason

笑容的背后有悲伤
behind smiling face there is sadness

Tuesday, January 17, 2017

不理不睬 | cold shoulder










冷漠,结束的开始。。。
cold shoulder, d hint of d end...


Monday, January 16, 2017

不安 | uneasy


或许一句 “分手”,你们永远都不会再见面
perhaps a simple word "break up", u may not see d person again

或许迈开第一步,你可以避免终身遗憾
perhaps initiate a move, u may avoid a lifetime regret


Sunday, January 15, 2017

等 | wait



日久不一定巩固感情
times will not strengthen relationship

但一定见人心
but will shows d true color of a person

Saturday, January 14, 2017

一丝希望。。。 | d last hope...


沉默是疏远的开始
d beginning of apart starts from silent

渐渐没了共同的语言
gradually losing d common language

感情也渐渐冷淡
"father & daughter" relationship gradually colds down

然而
however

对 "papa" 的心没有改变
d feeling for "papa" remain unchanged

心愿依然是心愿
looking forward to d wish

希望可以实现
hopefully it will come true


Friday, January 13, 2017

心愿 | wish
















很少祈愿
seldom pray for wishes

祈愿都是为别人给别人
all prayers and wishes are for d others

农历最后一个月圆日
on d last full moon of d lunar month

勇于破例
make an exception

许个愿
have d courage to pray for wishes

为自己给自己
dedicate to own self

但愿 ** 是我的 **
i wish ** is my *********

但愿 *** 是我的 ***
i wish *** is my *********

但愿 ** 和 *** 可以 ** 我,** 我,* 我
i wish ** and *** can ****** me, ****** me, **** me

但愿心愿实现
i wish my wishes come true

Thursday, January 12, 2017

不受欢迎 | not welcome


不动声色的退出吧!
leaving quietly is d best option...

Wednesday, January 11, 2017

笨 | stupid


不是所有的真心都能换来等价的诚意
sincere doesn't return with truthfulness

诚意是被人拿来占便宜的
sincere is meant to be taking advantage of


Tuesday, January 10, 2017

干爹与干女儿 | godfather & goddaughter


幻想 / illusion

 幻想 / illusion

幻想 / illusion

 幻想 / illusion

 幻想 / illusion

现实 / fact

Monday, January 9, 2017

谎言 | lies



爱你的人不会伤害你
d one who loves u will not hurt u

伤害你的人并不爱你
d one who hurts u does not love u at all
 
朋友是虚假的
friends are fake

呵护爱戴也是虚假的
gentleness and caring are false image

当你最需要时只有你自己
there is no one around when u need a hand
 
都是谎言
wake up dear

醒醒吧
from those lies

Sunday, January 8, 2017

别。。。 | don't...















别等,不该等的人
don't wait when it is not to wait

别说,不该说的话
don't talk when it is not to talk

别写,不该写的信
don't write when it is not to write

别伤,不该伤的心
don't hurt when it is not to hurt

别掉,不该掉的泪
don't cry when it is not to cry

别信,不该信的人
don't believe when it is not to believe

别爱,不该爱的人
don't love when it is not to love

Saturday, January 7, 2017

遗弃 | abandoned












我知道。。。我不够好。。。
I know... I'm not good enough...

Friday, January 6, 2017

绝望 | lose hope
















消磨冷淡深情,等待中慢慢绝望
daily... weekly... monthly... with d cold shoulder, hope... dying........

Thursday, January 5, 2017

改变主意 | second thought



很多时候,因为得不到,所以假装不想要。。。
many times, since couldn't get it, might as well pretending don't want it...

Wednesday, January 4, 2017

离开 | leaving


失望就像一枚枚硬币,攒够就可以买上一张离开的车票
disappointment is like coin, upon accumulating, enough for a one-way ticket



Tuesday, January 3, 2017

从。。。 变成。。。 | from... to...


从每天变成隔天
from daily to once in few days

从隔天变成隔一周
from once in few days to weekly

从各一周变成隔两周
from weekly to fortnightly

从隔两周变成一个月。。。 隔月
from fortnight to month... to months

从关心变成避开
from caring to staying away

从无话不说变成沉默
from talkative to speechless

 从承诺变成应酬
from promise to just entertaining

从诚意渐渐的变成。。。 陌生
from sincere to... stranger to be

或许是巧合
maybe it is just co-incident

或许是敏感
maybe it is self-sensitive

或许都不是真的
maybe it is not true

或许是假像
maybe it is false image

尝试不去相信
trying not to believe

很努力的不去相信
trying very hard not to believe

可是。。。
but...

从期待变成失望
from looking forward to disappointment

从渴望变成放弃
from hoping to giving up

我。。。
I am...

很失望很心痛
very disappointed and heartbreaking













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i hope u know...
i wish u know... 
i hope my hope can come true...
i wish my wish will come true...
i pray... and pray... and pray... and i m still praying...

Monday, January 2, 2017

绝望 | give up all hope


慢慢看着一个你很在乎的人离你越来越远,那种感觉叫做。。。
seeing someone u care obviously keeping a distance from u, d feeling is call... 


绝望 | hopeless

Sunday, January 1, 2017

爱 | love


曾经,我想和你分享我的所有秘密
once upon a time, she wished to share all her secrets with him

但现在,你成了我心底的秘密
but now, he has become d secret in d bottom of her heart