每个人都有心愿
everyone has wish
每个人都渴望心愿实现的那一刻
everyone anxiously hoping d wish comes true
每个人都有盼望
everyone has hope
每个人都有盼望最温馨浪漫的一瞬间
everyone looking forward for d hope
然而
however
事实是残酷的
reality is cruel
Monday, February 20, 2017
失望 | disappointment
Sunday, February 19, 2017
Saturday, February 18, 2017
Friday, February 17, 2017
信任 | trust
信任就是一把刀，你给了他，他能捅你也可以保护你。
trust is a blade, whom u trust may return with harm or protection.
Thursday, February 16, 2017
Wednesday, February 15, 2017
错误 | mistake
等待是错误的。。。
waiting is a mistake...
抱着期望的等待是个大错误。。。
waiting with hope is a BIG mistake...
Tuesday, February 14, 2017
干爹干女儿 | godfather-goddaughter
看似简单却不简单。一个心愿，会实现吗。。。?
not as simple as one think it is. will d Wish come true...?
Saturday, February 11, 2017
假 | fake
说爱却没有行动 | love is nothing without action
说信任却没有论证 | trust is nothing without proof
说对不起还是没有改变 | sorry is nothing without change
Friday, February 10, 2017
尊严 | dignity
别去打扰那些以借口疏远你的人
do not disturb whom find excuses to avoid u
也许离开是做好的选择
may be leaving is d best choice
Thursday, February 9, 2017
害怕 | fear
我總是害怕，有一天你會發現，我沒有你想像中那麼好。
I am afraid, one day u will realized I am not as good as your expectation.
Wednesday, February 8, 2017
熟悉的陌生人 | familiar stranger
it took years to know d person
from stranger
to friend
to close friend
to trust
to love
to care
to accept as godfather
most of all
d courage
to call d person “papa”
it took months to avoid d person
with acts
with lies
with hurts
it took a day to give d person d last moment of togetherness
a ride
a breakfast
a walk
a mountain trek
a dinner
it took a minute to shred d person away
with a sharp "request" stab straight into d heart
a universal word “sorry”
a continuous lie “u r always in my heart”
d dream
d wish
d hope
d trust
d love
d friend
d "pet owl"
d goddaughter
are JUST NOT REAL..... FAKE........ PLAIN FAKE
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
it is hurting, very very hurt...
Tuesday, February 7, 2017
泪 | tears
雨水落下來，是因为天空无法承受它的重量。
rain drops as d cloud couldn't hold d weight.
眼泪掉下來，是因为心再也无法承受那样的伤痛。
tear drops as d feeling can no longer hold on to d pain.
Monday, February 6, 2017
Sunday, February 5, 2017
Saturday, February 4, 2017
Friday, February 3, 2017
失望 （三） | disappointment (3)
谢谢你的不珍惜，让我学会了放弃。。。
thank you for your cold shoulder , it teaches me a lesson...
Thursday, February 2, 2017
失望 （二） | disappointment (2)
如果不再明白为何信任的人伪装，那就选择离开吧。。。
if u no longer understand why d person u trust acts & lies, just leave...
Wednesday, February 1, 2017
Thursday, January 26, 2017
淘汰 | phasing out
on d new year of 2017
d silent
d cold shoulder
d "request"
d "no"
d uncomfortable gesture
d hint
d avoiding
he is so near yet so far...
he is going further n further... from her sight
she is phasing out
she has been replaced
on d new year of 2017
d beginning of changes
d start of losing
d sense of falling apart
d push to return to d past
history repeats
Wednesday, January 25, 2017
爱即是痛 | love hurts
Love brings happiness, happiness causes jealousy, jealousy causes hatred, hatred creates harm, harm causes hurt, hurt causes sadness, sadness bring tears...
Love hurts... very hurts!!!
Tuesday, January 24, 2017
Monday, January 23, 2017
Sunday, January 22, 2017
tired | 累
she is tired | 她累了
physically tired | 身体累了
mentally tired | 心坎累了
spiritually tired | 精神累了
she is very tired n pain | 她又累又痛
Saturday, January 21, 2017
悲伤 | sad
she never stop thinking of him
she never stop respecting him as a daddy and cherish him like a father
but why he turns away
why he ruins d heart warm relationship
from "lol" (lots of love) to "k155" to "pet owl hoot hoot"
he rejects being called "papa"
why she must be hidden?
she brings shame?
all in a sudden
no more talk
no more laughter
no more sharing of experiences
no more lessons
no more shoulder to cry on
no more listening ears
no more looking forward
only left
broken promises
dream vanish
sad... sad... memories
Friday, January 20, 2017
Thursday, January 19, 2017
Wednesday, January 18, 2017
有心事的人 | with d hidden feeling
怒火里隐藏着事实真相
behind anger hidden d truth
沉默的背后有原因
behind silent there is a reason
笑容的背后有悲伤
behind smiling face there is sadness
Tuesday, January 17, 2017
Monday, January 16, 2017
不安 | uneasy
或许一句 “分手”，你们永远都不会再见面
perhaps a simple word "break up", u may not see d person again
或许迈开第一步，你可以避免终身遗憾
perhaps initiate a move, u may avoid a lifetime regret
Sunday, January 15, 2017
等 | wait
日久不一定巩固感情
times will not strengthen relationship
但一定见人心
but will shows d true color of a person
Saturday, January 14, 2017
一丝希望。。。 | d last hope...
沉默是疏远的开始
d beginning of apart starts from silent
渐渐没了共同的语言
gradually losing d common language
感情也渐渐冷淡
"father & daughter" relationship gradually colds down
然而
however
对 "papa" 的心没有改变
d feeling for "papa" remain unchanged
心愿依然是心愿
looking forward to d wish
希望可以实现
hopefully it will come true
Friday, January 13, 2017
心愿 | wish
很少祈愿
seldom pray for wishes
祈愿都是为别人给别人
all prayers and wishes are for d others
农历最后一个月圆日
on d last full moon of d lunar month
勇于破例
make an exception
许个愿
have d courage to pray for wishes
为自己给自己
dedicate to own self
但愿 ** 是我的 **
i wish ** is my *********
但愿 *** 是我的 ***
i wish *** is my *********
但愿 ** 和 *** 可以 ** 我，** 我，* 我
i wish ** and *** can ****** me, ****** me, **** me
但愿心愿实现
i wish my wishes come true
Thursday, January 12, 2017
Wednesday, January 11, 2017
笨 | stupid
不是所有的真心都能换来等价的诚意
sincere doesn't return with truthfulness
诚意是被人拿来占便宜的
sincere is meant to be taking advantage of
Tuesday, January 10, 2017
干爹与干女儿 | godfather & goddaughter
幻想 / illusion
幻想 / illusion
幻想 / illusion
幻想 / illusion
幻想 / illusion
现实 / fact
Monday, January 9, 2017
谎言 | lies
爱你的人不会伤害你
d one who loves u will not hurt u
伤害你的人并不爱你
d one who hurts u does not love u at all
朋友是虚假的
friends are fake
呵护爱戴也是虚假的
gentleness and caring are false image
当你最需要时只有你自己
there is no one around when u need a hand
都是谎言
wake up dear
醒醒吧
from those lies
Sunday, January 8, 2017
别。。。 | don't...
别等，不该等的人
别说，不该说的话
don't talk when it is not to talk
别写，不该写的信
don't write when it is not to write
别伤，不该伤的心
don't hurt when it is not to hurt
别掉，不该掉的泪
don't cry when it is not to cry
别信，不该信的人
don't believe when it is not to believe
别爱，不该爱的人
don't love when it is not to love
Saturday, January 7, 2017
Friday, January 6, 2017
绝望 | lose hope
消磨冷淡深情，等待中慢慢绝望
daily... weekly... monthly... with d cold shoulder, hope... dying........
Thursday, January 5, 2017
改变主意 | second thought
很多时候，因为得不到，所以假装不想要。。。
many times, since couldn't get it, might as well pretending don't want it...
Wednesday, January 4, 2017
离开 | leaving
失望就像一枚枚硬币，攒够就可以买上一张离开的车票
disappointment is like coin, upon accumulating, enough for a one-way ticket
Tuesday, January 3, 2017
从。。。 变成。。。 | from... to...
从每天变成隔天
from daily to once in few days
从隔天变成隔一周
from once in few days to weekly
从各一周变成隔两周
from weekly to fortnightly
从隔两周变成一个月。。。 隔月
from fortnight to month... to months
从关心变成避开
from caring to staying away
从无话不说变成沉默
from talkative to speechless
从承诺变成应酬
from promise to just entertaining
从诚意渐渐的变成。。。 陌生
from sincere to... stranger to be
或许是巧合
maybe it is just co-incident
或许是敏感
maybe it is self-sensitive
或许都不是真的
maybe it is not true
或许是假像
maybe it is false image
尝试不去相信
trying not to believe
很努力的不去相信
trying very hard not to believe
可是。。。
but...
从期待变成失望
from looking forward to disappointment
从渴望变成放弃
from hoping to giving up
我。。。
I am...
很失望很心痛
very disappointed and heartbreaking
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
i hope u know...
i wish u know...
i hope my hope can come true...
i wish my wish will come true...
i pray... and pray... and pray... and i m still praying...
Monday, January 2, 2017
绝望 | give up all hope
慢慢看着一个你很在乎的人离你越来越远，那种感觉叫做。。。
seeing someone u care obviously keeping a distance from u, d feeling is call...
绝望 | hopeless
Sunday, January 1, 2017
爱 | love
曾经，我想和你分享我的所有秘密
once upon a time, she wished to share all her secrets with him
但现在，你成了我心底的秘密
but now, he has become d secret in d bottom of her heart
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