不完整 / incomplete

他教她 

he teaches her

事事教一半 

everything pause half way

“爸爸” 编的课程

"papa" lesson

半天吊 

half sky hanging

不知 / doesn't know

他不能和她合照
can't have photo shot together

他不能和她独处
can't spend time together

彼此各自一边
he aside she aside

他心里怎么想
what's in his mind

她不知道
she doesn't know

她心里的痛
her pain

他知道吗
does he aware

她想念他的心情
she misses him

他知多少
how much does he know

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“爸爸” 我想你，给你一杯咖啡乌，但愿你喜欢
"papa" i miss u, a kopi o for you, hope you like it 

是... 不是 / is... is not

他不是情人，他是爹爹

he is not boy friend but "papa"

那不是爱情，那是亲情

it is not special relationship but fatherly love

那不是暧昧，那是呵护

it is not crush but tender loving care

雨季 / rainy season

雨 ~ 冷

rain ~ cold

心 ~ 寒 

heart ~ freeze

意 ~ 凉

feeling ~ cold

有一只猫头鹰 

an owl

独处

being alone

 

寂静

in silent

谎言 / lies

无止境的痛 / timeless pain

誓言 / promise

有意的谎言

white lies

无心的诺言

heartless commitment

无尽的应酬

continuous entertaining

指望降低罪恶感

as to lessen self guilt

情伤 / love hurts

 

心往往是被挚爱的人伤的

heart is meant to be broken by d one we love/care

《外婆》

今天是外婆生日　
我換上復古西裝
載著外婆開著拉風的古董車兜兜兜風
車裡放著她的最愛　
找回屬於是她的時代
往大稻埕碼頭開去
把所有和外公的往事靜靜回憶外

婆她臉上的漣漪　
美麗但藏不住壓抑
失去了愛情只盼望親情　
彌補回應
大人們以為出門之前桌上放六佰就算是孝敬
一天到晚拚了命　
賺錢少了關懷有什麼意義

＊
外婆她的期待　
慢慢變成無奈 　
大人們始終不明白 　
她要的是陪伴　
而不是六佰塊 　
比你給的還簡單 　

外婆她的無奈　
無法變成期待 　
只有愛才能夠明白 　
走在淡水河畔　
聽著她的最愛 　
把溫暖放回口袋
＊

記得去年外婆的生日
表哥帶我和外婆參加
她最最重視的頒獎典禮
結果卻拿不到半個獎　
不知該笑不笑
我對著鏡頭傻笑　
只覺得自己可笑

我難過　
卻不是因為沒得獎而難過
我失落　是
因為看到外婆失落而失落
大人們根本不能體會表哥他的用心
好像隨他們高興就可以徹底的否定

否定　
我的作品　
決定在於心情
想堅持風格他們卻覺得還歐顆
沒驚喜沒有改變　
我已經聽了三年 我告訴外婆我沒輸　
不需要改變

表哥說不要覺得可惜　
這只是一場遊戲
只要外婆覺得好聽　
那才是一種鼓勵
外婆露出了笑容說她以我為榮　
淺淺的笑容
就讓我感到比得獎它還要光榮

REPEAT＊＊



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外婆，您还好吗。。。？

半天吊 / half sky hanging

"come on... look down... go slow... small step... don't stop... a bit more..."
"yes, don't stop...  small step... a bit more..."
"u did it"

"bend your knee... small steps... don't stop..."
"u won't fall... d gravity will pull u down... step on it... don't cross d legs..."
"follow d marker... remember d landmark... big rock, fallen trunk..."

d lessons, d accompaniment, d guidance, d encouragement
week by week
slowly picking up
gradually improving

suddenly
he stepped away

no more lessons taught

she left alone

half sky hanging

in d dark

she knows
he won't teach her anymore
she is like a ball being kick away
no longer wanted
she is upset
every now and then
she cries

《Oh My Pa-Pa》

Oh my papa
To me he was so wonderful
Oh my papa
To me he was so good
No one could be
So gentle and so lovable
Oh my papa
He always understood

Gone are the days
When he would take me on his knee
And with a smile
He'd change my tears to laughter

Oh my papa
To me he was so wonderful
Deep in my heart
I miss him so today 

Oh my papa
To me he was so wonderful
Oh my papa
To me he was so good
No one could be
So gentle and so lovable
Oh my papa
He always understood

Gone are the days
When he would take me on his knee
And with a smile
He'd change my tears to laughter

Oh my papa
To me he was so wonderful
Deep in my heart
I miss him so today

Oh my papa
Oh my papa
Oh my papa

 

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dedicate d song to dear "papa"
a good samaritan, a gentleman, a husband, a father

may be d "pet owl" owner 
may be d "ChOwl" God-Father
so near yet so far
so real yet still false
illusian remains an illusian
however...
d gentleness, d guidance, d tender loving care
appreciate now and then
forever in d heart
 

《因为你 · 因为我》

爱像一首歌
唱尽世间的感动
心就像天空
可以无限的宽阔
用双手编成梦

就让一切
因为你因为我
感觉都更不同
就让一切
因为你因为我
世界充满更多
爱的感动

爱就像山峰
妄想世界的尽头
心就像灯火
照亮黑暗的角落
不沉默无保留
 
就让一切
因为你因为我
感觉都更不同
就让一切
因为你因为我
世界充满更多
爱的感动

就让一切

因为你因为我
感觉都更不同
就让一切
因为你因为我
世界充满更多
爱的感动

因为你因为我
感觉都更不同
就让一切
因为你因为我
世界充满更多
爱的感动

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爱，真能感动人吗？

不然。。。
爱， 让人盲目，让人心软，让人脆弱，让人利用！

心碎 | broken heart

孤单
loneliness hurts

拒于门外
rejection hurts

谎言
lying hurts

失誓
blank promise hurts

爱
love hurts

孤单 | lonely

 

 我们的世界， 像一个花园， 每一朵花都是孤独的。